I have a blog?

I have a blog? Geez.. when was the last time I updated it? I can't really remember. Okay. Know what? Somehow I felt kind of happy. (Is happy is the right word that I should use here? Emm..)
Nevermind. The feeling that suddenly appears. A combination of happy, relief, and wonderful mix up together. When I just remembered that I have a blog. But before I continued talking to my thoughts, let me do something.

*Fuuhhhhh* *ahhchooo* it's kind of dusty here. Hahah. :P

Okay. Now, it's officially I'm a sixteen years old student at a secondary school. Being a upper secondary student is quite challenging you know. After had spent about a semester in Form 4, learning new subjects such as physics, chemistry, biology and additional mathematics could be like a culture shock. Seriously. I don't know if it's just me, but those subjects are quite.. challenging. Yepp.

Hey, I do love biology. But I don't think it would love me back. *crying* like, ever.

My midterm examinations result are quite, sad. No, make it pathetic. I failed my additional mathematics test. And those science subjects are not satisfying at all. I'm trying my best in school and class. But, maybe not good enough. Emm..

Well.. I'm still going to focus in my classes more and put more pressure in my studies. Not that much, but just good enough for my results. *wait, am I studying for my examinations? Ah, NO WAY!* er.. at least, it's not about what we achieve, it's about what we gain during the journey right?

Signing out. Till next time. Byeee *flying kises all around* muahh :P

why ??

Assalamualaikum and hi...
Today , 21 February 2015..
I'm still questioning myself..
Am I that 'unimportant' ?
Until you didn't care how much I value our friendship?

16_sixteen

Dear blog,

Assalamualaikum n hai.. :) 

now it's officially that I'm a form 4 student.. :')

Yeah.. this year ain't going to be easy at all.. like i said before..

for the first two months..

There were so many things happened..

friends got offer letter from mrsm.. then sbp..

many of them moved to mrsm.. feeling quite sad.. 

im a person who is hard to get friends.. but when my closest friends were moving... i would be the saddest person on that day...

well.. people come in and out from our life.. 

easier said than done, huh?

yeah..

im counting days.. my best friend is still deciding either to stay or move to sbp..

Seriously I can't ask her to stay if she wanted to go.. its her choice.. her decision.. I cant just say , NO.. so im waiting for her decision.. :)

and try to be happy if her decision is not like what i hoped.. 

Assalamualaikum...

just something...

Hey..
i don't know what to write about .. just feeling like spending some time here ..
something's bothering me.. and im pretty sure that i don't what it is.. school holiday is coming to the end.. ouh yeah.. we're now in 2015.. i'm not sure if i had a new year resolution or not.. kinda not to think bout it..
well.this is me.. in the year 2015.. i really hope i could make it through this year. And i know, its ain't going to be easy at all...
:P Moi?!